Early in December, one of my cousins sent me an e-mail and asked how I was doing. As I thought about how I would answer him, all my problems and worries came to the surface.
At home, as the mother of a 16-year-old and a 21-year-old, there is plenty to worry and fret about. Both kids want more freedom than I’m comfortable giving them, but I know it’s my job to let go and let them make their own mistakes. My husband’s work is slowing down a bit, and there always seems to be more month left at the end of the money.
I love my work, although sometimes there are days when it seems as though I can’t come up with one good idea.
And at church, you would think a small church wouldn’t have disagreements and hard feelings, but I think the small size magnifies things like this. We have some tough decisions coming up, and I worry how this will affect the future of the church.
But then I thought – wait a minute. This particular cousin is in Iraq as a member of the US Army Reserves. He left his wife and three children (7-year-old Hannah and 3-year-old twins) at home and put his job with ATF on hold to serve his second tour of duty in a very dangerous part of the world. I may have some bad days, but no one is shooting at me, I don’t have sand in every nook and cranny of my home, and I don’t have 115 degree heat to contend with. My worries seem pretty small and petty in comparison.
Lots of changes are taking place in our country right now – and things seem a bit scary at times. One of my favorite quotes, from Thomas Edison, says, “Opportunity is missed by most people because it arrives in overalls and looks like work.” So, with that in mind, I’ve decided to roll up my sleeves and get busy. This is no time to sit back and fret.
Oh, what did I write back to my cousin? “We’re doing great. We’re praying for you and hope to see you home soon.”